Long story short, I’ve been under attack this week and the past few.

First, I’ve been ‘approached’ by both ex-girlfriends AND new interests
for uhhhh…..

you know.

Today, I saw some things which have bothered me mentally and
emotionally (yes, associated with my last relationship). I’m trying
hard not to despise my singleness right now, but today’s one day that
I wish I was married.

Next, ‘things’ keep coming up – either physical tiredness, mental
burnout…….. now, my finances are jacked up thanks to my
chiropractor debiting an extra $130-140 that they shouldn’t have.

at work, the instrumental music supervisor decides to try and irritate
me (she’s a micromanager) – and it’s probably going to get worse
tomorrow.

It’s this conference…… today, I came in and in mid prayer, I just

kinda fell on the floor and cried for a bit. I know that even in the
midst of all of this, God is still sovereign… and that in reality, my
affliction at the moment is light.

I have a responsibility to be ready for this weekend, so I’m trying to
stay focused. I’ve cried out to the Lord to spare me further pains and
hurts right now, but I fear that more things may come in the next day
or two leading up to Saturday.

Keep me in prayer folks. I’m really tired right now.

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